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"The opposite of bravery is not
cowardice but conformity." -Dr. Robert Anthony
When I got back to my office, I recounted
the experience to my partners and they shrugged it off like it was exactly what
they expected to hear. Working with Penn was not going to happen. Therefore, it
was time to make a decision to move forward or quit the business.
Although QuakerCard was successful, we had no partnerships with other schools.
We had a new marketing alliance with CMC, but no guarantees of future business. There
were also other risks we faced. For example, university customers would wonder
why Penn chose not to work with us. As a result, our credibility could be damaged before we
even got started. In fact, we feared Penn might badmouth us if contacted by
administrators at other schools.
What made us think we could possibly pull this off? We believed we had a great
service for students and we knew best how to promote it. QuakerCard made us
realize the benefits of managing a closed card system. The higher merchant fees
we collected gave us the financial flexibility to operate our system at no cost
to the schools, while maintaining a decent margin for ourselves. Unlike the
banks offering generic debit cards, this was our only business. We were
willing to cold-call every university customer in the industry and try to
customize our service for each campus.
Was it going to be that difficult of a
market to break into? It was impossible to know the answer for certain. As we
discussed our predicament, it was difficult not to be biased by our
camaraderie. We had come so far together that it became difficult to imagine just
quitting. We speculated what our lives would be like if we dismantled the
business. I would
probably be working long hours as an analyst at an investment bank, while Mark
traveled around the country as a 1st-year consultant, and George worked as a
newly minted financial analyst for a Fortune 50 company. It didn’t sound so bad,
but we weren’t jumping up and down about the prospects.
In some of our late-night sessions, we speculated about how much money we could
make as entrepreneurs. We entered our financial projections into an Excel
spreadsheet, so we could alter our assumptions. We included a formula that
applied an IPO multiple to our earnings, so we could calculate our net worth.
George would sit behind the computer, plugging in different scenarios. The game
was surprisingly entertaining and addictive to play. The more sleep-deprived we
were, the more fun it became. There was at least one scenario where we had
operations at 500 schools, and we were worth a few hundred million
dollars. It didn’t matter how ridiculous the assumptions seemed, because as
young business owners, the possibilities brought big smiles to our faces all the
same. In contrast, our expected salaries and bonuses in corporate America didn’t
have the same allure of possibility. If we accepted regular jobs, we knew our
chances of becoming multi-millionaires anytime soon were practically
non-existent.
As we sat in the office, deciding the fate of our company, George began playing
“what if” scenarios. What if we went for it and we were successful? What if we
could get a few schools to give us a try? The “what if” game is dangerous,
because there is no correct answer and it makes you focus on the favorable
outcomes, not the journey.
I was torn. I knew our business could fail for reasons beyond our control. Yet,
it bothered me to consider George and Mark might stay and become
multi-millionaires, while I collected my salary elsewhere. It was depressing to
think I might have missed my big chance. I stopped asking myself questions about
which job alternative was a better fit for me in the long run. I didn’t know
what I wanted to do with my life, but I also didn’t want to regret not trying
entrepreneurship.
Eventually, both Mark and George agreed to stay with the business. They believed
in our product. Once we had a few university customers, they believed our
success would be imminent. If we had to set up programs “at cost” for the first
few schools, we would do it as a way to build credibility in the market.
I remember speaking with my father, who had made a lot of sacrifices to send me
to Wharton. I told him I didn’t know what to do, but I was more excited about
staying with the company than accepting my job alternatives. He listened to my
explanation and said, “It’s the things you don’t do that you regret in life, not
the other way around.” And with that, he gave me his blessing, and I made my
decision.
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Copyright 2005 by Chris Cononico
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