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“Our greatest
foes, and whom we must chiefly combat, are within.” -- Cervantes
When I enrolled in Wharton as an undergraduate student, I expected to
become a “business man” upon graduation. The means by which this
transformation was supposed to happen were a complete mystery to me. I
had no idea exactly what I meant by “business man,” but I had a hunch it
involved my wearing a suit everyday, carrying a briefcase, and making a
lot of money.
Eventually, I learned to distinguish finance, accounting, and marketing
as different fields within the business world. Unfortunately, I had no
passion for any of these professions. For whatever reason, being a Wall
Street trader inspired no interest in me. Among my friends, I was one of
the few people who wasn’t interested enough to finish reading Liar’s
Poker. The more I learned about accounting, the more I knew I didn’t
want to become an accountant. I also found I had no desire for a career
in marketing.
The truth was I didn’t like any of my job choices. It’s a disappointing
way to start your career when nothing excites you. I didn’t want an
uninspiring job, because I knew I would be unhappy. Eventually, I began
to fear I was hoping for too much.
During my junior year at Penn, I took my first class in the Wharton
Entrepreneurial Management department and learned about a very different
career path. My professors were self-made millionaires, who preached the
virtues of entrepreneurship. Their message was simple, “go and work for
yourself.” At that point in my life, I couldn’t figure out what career I
wanted, so the idea of becoming an entrepreneur intrigued me.
Being a student of entrepreneurship at Wharton consisted of me listening
to lectures and analyzing case studies. We learned how successful
entrepreneurs took the road less traveled and were often rewarded.
Before long, the possibilities of “entrepreneurship” captured my
imagination and I recall sitting back in the lecture hall thinking that
now was the best time in my life to be taking risks. After all, I was
young, had no family to support, and few commitments. Besides, I wanted
to become wealthy while I was still in my twenties, so I could really
enjoy it.
Unfortunately, you can’t be an “entrepreneur” without a business idea
and I didn’t have one. Nevertheless, I was more excited by the prospects
of building my own company than about starting at the ground floor of
someone else’s firm. It felt good to think I might have some control
over my future. It also felt good to "think big."
As a college student, I looked at the portraits of billionaires around
campus and realized that most of these moguls had acquired their wealth
through self-employment. I wanted to become one of them. I had a lot of
confidence and ambition, which I attribute to the Wharton environment.
After all, when Donald Trump’s son and Michael Milliken’s sons are
walking past you on Locust Walk, a certain level of “success” begins to
feel tangible.
I remember sitting down with my father and discussing my career
prospects with him. I was 20 years old and I told him I wanted to become
an entrepreneur. At first, he rolled his eyes at me, but I went on to
tell him how I intended to come up with a good business idea, raise
financing capital, and manage the company for a few years before selling
my stake for a big profit.
When my father objected, I argued that I didn’t need to have
"experience" to operate a company by myself, because I could hire other
people to help me. When he asked what I would do after I sold my shares,
I told him I would do it again with another business. I planned to start
at the top as a 20-year old CEO, make a name for myself, and leverage my
success to become a serial entrepreneur. In my mind, it was all that
simple.
Unfortunately, I didn’t have a clue about the type of business that best
suited me. I was willing to consider almost any idea in any market,
provided the company could make money. It sounds ridiculous, but if
someone had presented me with an idea to sell widgets on the street
corner, I would have considered it. By focusing on rewards like money
and status, I was able to rationalize my possible involvement in almost
any new venture.
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Copyright 2005 by Chris Cononico
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