The

Entrepreneurial

Code

Lessons from an

Ivy League Entrepreneur
 

 

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

Chapter 7

Chapter 8

Chapter 9

Chapter 10

Chapter11

Chapter 12

Chapter 13

Chapter 14

Chapter 15

Chapter 16

Chapter 17

Chapter 18

Chapter 19

Chapter 20

Chapter 21

Chapter 22

Chapter 23

Chapter 24

Chapter 25

Chapter 26

Chapter 27

Chapter 28

Chapter 29

Chapter 30

Chapter 31

Chapter 32

Chapter 33

Chapter 34

Chapter 35

Chapter 36

Chapter 37

Chapter 38

Chapter 39

 

Lessons Learned

 

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Author's Lessons Learned

 

“Know your enemy and yourself and you will win 100 battles; know the enemy and not yourself and you will lose every time.”  --Sun Tzu


I’ve found that good acronyms have always helped me to remember things. For example, “ROYGBIV” and “Please Excuse My Dear Aunt Sally” have locked the colors of the rainbow and the mathematical orders of operation into my brain since I was a high school student. As I was writing this story, I wanted to create another mnemonic to help me remember the mistakes I made so I don’t repeat them in the future. 

These five areas (“E CODE”) are as follows:  

 Egotism

Corporate Governance

HOpe

Detachment

Effecting Change

  

  1. Egotism

 

“It is natural to man to regard himself as the object of the creation, and to think of all things in relation to himself, and the degree in which they can serve and be useful to him.”  

-- Johan Wolfgang van Goethe


“Once we’ve lost our confidence, the whole universe is against us.” -- Ralph Waldo Emerson

  

As a college student, I heard stories how Michael Dell started his company from his college dorm room, and how Bill Gates dropped out of Harvard to start Microsoft, and how many of the wealthy benefactors of my university were entrepreneurs. I latched onto their larger than life images of “success.” While I couldn’t possibly know the hardships and brushes with failure these men faced, I wanted to believe I could accomplish anything with my future. I wanted to believe in the unlimited potential of entrepreneurship.

 In my mind’s eye, these tales were all that came close to meeting the “extraordinary expectations” I had developed of life.  I became enthralled with the idea of becoming the next Bill Gates or Michael Dell.  At 21 years of age, I was convinced that entrepreneurship was the single greatest wealth-building opportunity available to me.  By starting my business, growing it quickly, and selling my stake, I believed I could make “success” meet my timeline. I also wanted to be my own boss and to feel like I had a greater financial stake in the outcome of my work.

 Slowly, I began to lose perspective.  It was Bill Walsh, former head coach of the San Francisco 49ers, who remarked that “ego” is a misused word in the United States. He said, “We Americans throw that around, using that one word to cover a broad spectrum of meanings: self-confidence, self-assurance, and assertiveness… But there is another side that can wreck a team…That is being distracted by your own importance… [It] ends up interfering with the real goal of any group.”

As a young capitalist, I considered it my right to serve my own self-interest. Since I was “taking the risk,” I believed I was also entitled to the rewards.  It made me greedy to protect my share of the mountain of profits I envisioned.  As a result, I was very controlling about who I allowed to get involved with my company. Even if recruiting a larger team of people increased my company’s chances of success, I hesitated.  After all, I didn’t want to share the upside or the glory unless it was necessary.

 Eventually, I began to substitute egotism for self-confidence.  To cope with the stresses and strains of my job, I equated "not knowing" with weakness. To admit I didn't know something felt like I was admitting I didn’t have what it took to be a CEO.  My way of coping with uncertainty was to remove doubt from my mind about my decisions and to shut others out when necessary. 

 It’s one thing to have faith in your ultimate success, however it may materialize, but it’s another to delude yourself that you can control every step in your path.  To win the war, many battles are lost along the way and sometimes it’s hard to see how all of the pieces will fit together.  There will be setbacks and some of them will be major.  Unfortunately, my egotism left me unprepared to cope with the difficult outcomes.  Not only did I lack contingency plans, but it made the journey of entrepreneurship more volatile, because I refused to accept that sometimes failure is ok. 

There were people who criticized my company’s business plan, but my ego was very quick to dismiss them.  Boris Yeltsin once said, “Power should be open to criticism.” If you think you know everything and are uncomfortable being challenged, trouble probably lurks around the corner.    Since I believed my plans “had to” work, I didn’t prepare a “plan B” or enlist outside expertise.  I didn’t think it was necessary.

 The insecurities that often underpin egotism also surfaced in subtle ways.  After a year or two, I was embarrassed to show people I worked in a small office with a handful of employees.  The small operation just didn’t fit the way I wanted others to perceive me.  After all, if I was the infallible CEO that I believed myself to be, shouldn’t my company be bigger?  I felt pressure to rent larger office space and grow the company more quickly, which also meant expanding the business prematurely.

 At the end of the day, an entrepreneur has the responsibility to steward his company and its stakeholders, not just his own interests.  Entrepreneurship isn't about looking good.  It's about creating value for others. There’s no room for a founder's ego, because it interferes with the real mission of any company, which is to serve its customers. This ability to focus on the needs of others requires a very high level of self-confidence, not egotism.  It took me many years to understand the difference.

  

  1. Corporate Governance

My partners and I had no formal policies or procedures as it pertained to corporate governance.  Since there were only three partners, we worked on everything together and the majority vote ruled.  Unfortunately, “groupthink” was rampant within our company, whereby we eventually became entranced by the same views, so no one was thinking independently enough to challenge key assumptions.

Although we didn’t think we needed advice from others, my company would have benefited greatly from including independent directors on our Board.  It would’ve forced us to share our assumptions with outside professionals.  Inevitably, we would have had to test our theories, identify potential risks, and slow down our growth plans. At the very least, independent directors would have forced a system of checks and balances on us as managers.

Although no entrepreneur wants to create bureaucracy or lose control of his company, having some structure in place is essential to a healthy organization.  Unfortunately, my partners and I thought the primary value of having independent directors was to tap into their business contacts. We weren’t concerned about corporate governance.  Instead, we wanted directors that could help us get financing or drum up new business. When it became difficult to recruit these “well-connected” people, we gave up looking.

As founders, we couldn't afford to pay ourselves high salaries, so we were dependent on the value of our stock.  While our ownership stakes might have been nearly worthless at the time, we assured ourselves that “equity” was the best motivational tool for entrepreneurs.  Unfortunately, being solely dependent on the value of our shares made us more inclined to embrace riskier strategies.  After all, we had almost no down side because our stock could never be worth less than zero.  In that sense, it resembled a “call option,” so adding volatility to our business was a way to boost our equity value.

Ultimately, I grew so concerned with protecting my ownership stake that I turned away venture capital.  I didn’t want to sell such a large chunk of my company’s shares.  Instead, I preferred to embrace a highly leveraged operating strategy with little financial cushion.  Now, I realize that anyone can bet his entire company on a risky strategy.  The real whiz can capitalize his business in a way that doesn’t “sink the boat” if things take an unexpected turn for the worst.

I also realize that my company’s corporate culture lacked discipline.  My partners and I were generally unkempt - we showered everyday at the gym and we slept on the floor of our office.  We didn’t keep regular business hours and we had no planned schedules.  As a result, the environment we created lacked professionalism.  Unfortunately, our lack of discipline manifested itself in a negative way whenever we faced stressful situations. 

Tense arguments between founders would often turn into screaming matches.  We became hotheaded and this habit spread into the way we managed our business.  We were prone to knee-jerk reactions and quick changes of strategy.  Although we viewed our nimbleness as a competitive advantage, we lacked the emotional intelligence to realize when we were behaving irrationally.  Unfortunately, we lacked the balance in our culture to keep us grounded.     

A big influence on the culture of any company stems from the common values shared by the people in the firm.  As founders, it was our job to mold the company’s value system after our own beliefs.  Unfortunately, we listed corporate values in our business plan, but they were just words on paper for us.  Now I realize that corporate values are not pieces of PR fluff that companies put on their websites to appease investors.  When these values are held deeply by managers, they help in making difficult decisions during times of uncertainty. 

I think of the nationwide Tylenol recall by Johnson & Johnson whereby 7 people in the Chicago area died in 1982 because their Extra-Strength Tylenol had been laced with cyanide.  J&J made a $100 million decision to do a nationwide recall and take its products off the shelves until the situation was under control.  No doubt, it was a difficult decision for J&J, but senior management relied on the company’s corporate values to guide them in a speedy reaction to the crisis. J&J wanted to send a strong message to its stakeholders that customer safety came before profits.   

During times of pressure and incomplete information, it’s critical for entrepreneurs to have a strong sense of their own character.  This character will guide their decisions in times of crisis.  A strong entrepreneur will also infuse his value system into his businesses and the thinking of his employees.  At the end of the day, values are a much more reliable way to control behavior in unpredictable situations than are extrinsic controls. 

Undoubtedly, part of the allure of self-employment had been the feeling of freedom from not having a boss to which I was accountable.  However, the reality was that such freedom didn’t exist for me, because I was still accountable to my stakeholders.  I couldn’t just behave however I wanted.  Therefore, I needed to put checks and balances on my activities for the good of my company.  That meant being clear about my company’s values, creating more structure in my organization, and including independent directors on our Board.  In short, I needed to take corporate governance a lot more seriously and make it just as important of a goal as my quest for profits.

 

3.   HOpe

 

“The road that is built in hope is more pleasant to the traveler than the road built in despair, even though they both lead to the same destination.” --Marian Zimmer Bradley

 

As an entrepreneur assembles the pieces of his business into place, there will inevitably come a time when the viability of his company is in doubt.  New markets are difficult to break into, customer needs are always changing, and the threat of new competition always seems to be lurking about.  It’s easy to doubt ourselves amid such uncertainty.

As a 22-year old entrepreneur, I looked into the unknown and I saw only two possibilities. I saw the possibility for personal success or failure. Working at my desk until the early hours of the morning, my mind’s eye was able to craft detailed scenarios for each. Either sleeping on the office floor was going to be part of a story I would tell guests on my yacht one day or I was wasting my potential with a business that would never succeed.

Unfortunately, I didn’t understand there was more an entrepreneur could see in his unknown future.  As entrepreneurs, it’s easy to lose perspective and not be able to see past our present situation, but an entrepreneur’s success does not depend on any one single business idea or company. No single event defines us. For me, hope is about acknowledging the long run possibilities.   Like Henry Ford or Thomas Edison, we can fail many times before we finally find our success.  

We may invest years of our lives on a project and it may succeed, or it may fail.  Whether we become rich or not, the future always represents the possibility for us to make a difference.  That’s why entrepreneurs need to have FAITH that things will eventually “work out.”   No lost business deal or failed company can ever take our possibility away.  While we are all 100% guaranteed to encounter both failure and disappointments in our lives, an entrepreneur must cultivate the belief that in the long run everything works out for the best, even if we can’t see it right away.

As entrepreneurs, we have to walk away from our failures with our heads held high to see where life takes us next.  Success will eventually come to us, but it may not be the way we first imagined it. For some, it may be the amassment of personal wealth.  For others, it may be the simple knowledge that our efforts had a positive impact on the lives of others.  The point is that every entrepreneur must maintain hope that his brand of success is waiting for him.  It just may be in a different form or it may take longer than he expected.  

The true “fire in the belly” of an entrepreneur must come from his hope that the future, while uncertain, holds possibilities for each of us to make a difference in the world.  Unfortunately, we won’t always know how it’s going to happen.  What may seem to be our biggest disappointment often turns out to be the catalyst for our greatest success.  Other times, we may get what we wanted and realize it wasn’t what we needed at all.  Everything has a reason and a purpose, even if we don’t understand it yet. That’s the key to hope in my mind.

 

4.   Detachment

“Our greatest foes, and whom we must chiefly combat, are within.”  -- Cervantes

 

As an entrepreneur, I often compared my life with those of friends who accepted the types of jobs I turned away.  While I slept on the floor of my office, ate the cheapest thing on the menu, and was buried beneath a mountain of credit card debt, my peers had apartments in the city, corporate expense accounts, and were improving their credentials in the job market.  I began to fear that my friends were developing better resumes than I was, while I worked twice as hard for a fraction of the pay. 

Comparing me to others created a lot of unrest, because I was a competitive person and I didn’t want to feel like I was “falling behind.”  Although I think it’s natural for entrepreneurs to contend with self-doubt, these emotions only impaired my judgment.  They made me impatient to become successful quickly, because I was scared of “wasting” years of my life as an entrepreneur, but never becoming “successful.”

After the initial excitement of writing a business plan and setting up my company, I was almost depressed to be sitting in a small office and handing out debit cards to college students.  I didn’t really have an appreciation for the work.  In my mind, I earned my degree from an Ivy League school to become the manager of a tiny debit card office, but I probably didn’t even need to go to college to do that.  It made me feel as if I wasn’t fulfilling my “potential.”  Therefore, I wanted to put my head down and grow my business at warp speed. 

Maintaining detachment is critical for successful entrepreneurs. By “detachment” I mean that an entrepreneur must see the facts as they are and rationally interpret them.  The meaning of x = x, nothing else.  A founder can’t afford to lose clarity and make x = y or z.  Therefore, he must remain emotionally detached from the facts.  Either through fear, euphoria or insecurity, by assigning any false meanings to the events unfolding around him, an entrepreneur can destroy his ability to make reliable decisions. 

For example, I frequently observed the career stability of my non-entrepreneur friends with the instability of my own path.  I interpreted my lack of income to mean that I was “falling behind.”  In reality, all it meant was that I had made a different set of career choices with less financial stability - nothing more.  Unfortunately, I made it mean something else.  I made my income differential with my peers into a barometer of my success.  It’s ridiculous, but I had set up a game that I was bound to lose in the short-term.  The worst part was that these comparisons were 100% in my head. That’s why I was putting myself under constant pressure!

Likewise, when I was managing our small office, I interpreted this to mean that by running a small operation, I couldn’t possibly be “successful.”  I could have just as easily told myself that managing a small office is a natural part of growing my business and even Microsoft started that way.  Instead, I made the number of employees or the number of offices our company had into a barometer of our legitimacy as entrepreneurs.  Again, it was a complete falsehood and extremely unhelpful because it motivated me to grow the business at a faster pace than was prudent. 

In a similar way, early success sometimes became blinding to me and I construed it to be “proof” that complete victory was inevitable.  This caused me to become euphoric and behave foolishly.  I began to ignore risks because I wanted to believe my efforts had been justified and the profits I envisioned were all but in the bank. Again, anything that can prevent a founder from interpreting the facts objectively can only end in a bad way. By constantly making unhelpful associations, I wasted a lot of energy.  Even worse, I didn’t give myself the mental break I needed to take a step back and reevaluate with a fresh perspective.

We all need to walk away from a problem sometimes, so we can clear our heads.  That’s something I had a lot of difficulty doing because I was so attached to my business.  It was John Keats who said the most important attribute of a leader is the ability to be in “uncertainties, mysteries, and doubts, without any irritable reaching after fact and reason.” Learning detachment is essential for a leader to remain effective.  It affords each of us the ability to see clearly and keep making good decisions even when those around us become frazzled or filled with “irrational exuberance.”  That’s why learning to maintain detachment is one of the most critical attributes of a successful entrepreneur.

 

5.   Effecting Change

 

“Be the change you want to see in the world.” – Mohandas Gandhi

 

Of the approximately 1.8 million new businesses incorporated every year in the United States, less than a few thousand receive venture funding and a fraction of those ever go public.  Clearly, there are no guarantees of financial success for entrepreneurs.  So, why put yourself through it? 

With so much volatility embedded in entrepreneurship, I believe it’s impossible for founders to stay motivated by the prospects of riches alone.  Trust me - there are a lot easier ways to make money in this world than starting your own business!  An entrepreneur who is only motivated by financial success will probably lack the staying power to guide the company through its darkest times.  In fact, most new ventures would probably never get started if a founder’s motivation were based purely on the risk-adjusted economic merits of the project.  When the going gets tough, leaving your start-up to work for a big company offering a generous salary, 4 weeks of stress free vacation every year, and the option to take on more responsibility later will start to look pretty attractive to a war-torn entrepreneur.

An entrepreneur can expect to feel even more conflicted every time he is forced to reinvent aspects of his business.  From my experiences EVEN THE BEST BUSINESS PLAN CAN BECOME A BURDEN IF YOU DON’T BELIEVE IN WHAT YOU ARE DOING.  Our motivation can’t just be about short-term personal benefits, because when the company’s prospects diminish, most of us will be inclined to quit and do something else.  We just won’t have the wherewithal to keep at it.  It was Benjamin Disraeli who wrote, “The secret of success is a constancy of purpose.”  By first asking ourselves, “What positive change do I want to effect on the world?” I believe we can begin to uncover that sense of purpose.  Then we can begin to recognize the causes worthy of our talents and dedication.

It’s a little known fact, but Henry Ford failed with his first two ventures in the automobile industry.  For years he worked 12-hour days as an engineer at Edison Illuminating Company, while perfecting his invention at night in a shed.  However, Ford was persistent and committed to the concept of the automobile, not just to the idea of getting rich.  He had a long-term commitment and was willing to dedicate many years of his life without any guarantee of success.  In fact, he didn’t start the Ford Motor Company until 1903 at the age of forty. 

History is filled with tales of people risking their lives for causes in which they believe.  By comparison, very little is written about mercenaries performing such acts of courage.  As an entrepreneur, I was just trying to make money, so I could “cash out” and move on to something else.  Unfortunately, I lost sight of the opportunity my partners and I had to create something more enduring.  I think people who perform the greatest feats do it TO EFFECT POSITIVE CHANGE IN THE WORLD.  They do it for reasons that hold deeper meaning to them, not just for money and accolades.   For that reason, an entrepreneur should choose a purpose for his business that comes from someplace deep inside of him.  Without a doubt, it will be the motivation that keeps getting him out of bed on those cold mornings long after the novelty of his new business has worn off.     

 

Final Thoughts

The Entrepreneurial Code was intended to be a way for me to share my experiences and shortcomings as a young entrepreneur, so others might benefit from the lessons I’ve learned.  The E CODE has also become a way for me to remember the mistakes I’ve made, so I don’t repeat them in the future.  It identifies some of the troubles an entrepreneur can expect if he doesn’t acknowledge his responsibilities as a leader and allow his company’s mission and vision to flow from within.

For me, the E CODE also represents a turning point in my life when I decided to take responsibility for my actions and understand the mistakes I made.  The demise of my company became an opportunity to reflect deeply about the person I was and who I wanted to become.  By finding meaning in the events, they became my “wisdom notches” and I was able to grow stronger.  In that way, from lemons we can all learn to make lemonade.

 

 


 

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